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शायरी #2

आपको पहचान ने मैं कही हमने खता कर दी
या फिर पहचान छिपाने मै आपने कोई सफाई कर ली
इसका पता तो ना वक्त के पास था
ना उस कमबख्त मोहब्बत के पास

Dad and daughters (1)

This is may be a voice of every small girl to her dad (Indian middle-class family who has his job from morning 8 to say something 6 in the evening)
Papa, today I had a holiday and was waiting for this day from past one week, so that I could tell you my school stories, so that I could make your hair like Justin Bieber, so that I could tie two ponies and put my favourite nail colour on your nails!! I was planning about the day with you so that I could create some memories in my childhood.
Baba, you know I do miss you a lot, When I get up you are already on your way to office, running with your tiffin and you just come back after reaching the door to kiss me a good day to school. Starting the day with your beautiful smile I get ready for my school, dreaming of a day that one day atleast your office goes on strike so that you could leave me to school, so that we could have so many talks and I could tell you how bitterly I miss your hugs and how badly I need you! Back then, when you come home, I am at my dance classes and by the time I come home you are either hooked in to some important presentation for the next day or planning about the monthly budget or may be simply chalking out the expenses of house!! Without disturbing you I just observe you or probably sometimes come and help you with my so called extra fast mathematics additions which you give me so that I don’t start with my chatter box 😉😉!!
The time being so bad it just flies off when you are at home!!
So today, I have decided that the day is ours! I will tell you all the fairy tales I watch on Disney, today I will teach you how to write and how to draw, you know I even learnt to paint a little, Papa, we will also go shopping , I wanna get a new pair of socks for you because yesterday I did notice you hiding your leg behind the chair because of the torn patch on the socks! I wanna show you all the stars I got for neat writing, I wanna spend a morning with you watching the sun touch the sky, I wanna walk a mile with you and see the sun setting, I wanna show you the moon plays hide and seek with me through my bedroom window!
Papa, I was really happy today, because I had a holiday and was gonna spend the entire day at home till the time your phone rang and you had an emergency meeting scheduled in an hour!
I was upset! I was about to cry and the minute you said I have promised the day with my princess, let the meeting be postponed I just ran and hugged you! I had my world with me! I had the most amazing memory of my childhood crafted today!!

(To all the dearest fathers!!! Spend more and more time with your daughters, because tomorrow when you might have time your daughter might have been wedded off!! And you spend hours with all the childhood photos where you were missing due to some important meeting, a business tour or some other upcoming project!!)

Luckiest daughters ever!!!! Papa love you alot

Stalkers

Stalkers! Yeah a breed of evil which by mistake were placed as humans! The simple reason being that I am being so hard in words is that these ****** dont even realize that they just spoil a person’s life! Had it been that you got guts, come in front, stand face to face and talk why play hied and seek and make one feel so uncomfortable! How can you be humans when you can’t even respect someone else’s life! Whatever!

Are you stalked by someone ever?? Where you could actually feel your heart throbbing so hard as if it will jump out of your body breaking through all boundaries or simply legs shivering as if you were on vibrating mode or sweating in the AC room! And in the extremes where you feel like ending yourself was the only option!

Well, than this one is for you! So what will you do in such case, first thing just let people around you know about it, may be your friend, a colleague or whomever you are comfortable with!

Next, be bold enough to approach the authorities. Specially for the girls, feminism is not a synonym to weakness! Get up, speak up, voice your own issues because you cant expect your father/brother/boyfriend/male best friend or husband to be there all the time! Of course they are your strength but be ready to face it alone as well!

Few other things, dont let it bother your peace, because that is what the stalker wants, to scare the shit out of you! So just have your routine, update your friends with your daily schedule! And live the life your way!

Ignore! Learn to ignore what is not in your concern!

And lastly! For the ones who take hard and heavy decisions of quitting their regular lifestyle, keep themselves indoor, stop being social and all that stuff (with extremes as said before) People come and go! You get a life only once! Enjoy that gift thoroughly!!

Friends! Live and let live! Let your presence be reason to smiles and happiness and not tears and pain for others!!!

Smile and spread smiles! Happy Morning!

Bewafaa

अरसो बाद आज कलम उठायी थी
जुटाकर कुछ ल्फझ लिखी अपनी कहानी थी
तेरी उस सफाई से की बेवाफाई को शब्दो मै उतारणा चाहा हमने
तब अल्फाझों ने भी हार मान ली हमारे इस टुटे दिल से
कहा उन अल्फाझों ने इस टुटे टुकडे से
रोकर तो वक्त बीत जाएगा
अश्को से बस्स दामन भिग जाएगा
पर इस घायल भरोसे को मरहम अब कोन लगाएगा
सिमटकर अपने आसू जवाब मै उस दिल ने बस इतना कहा
कि आज भी रुखा हूं की कही वो आ जाये
आकर हमे अपने साथ ले जाये

क्योकी
जितनी सफाइ से तुने बेवफाई की थी
उतनी ही शिद्दत से मोहब्बत हमने भी तो की थी

Oops!! Normally abnormal

I would like to open the blog with an question which you may answer at the end!
“Is this normal!? ”
It was “his” message, I will be there within an hour and it was topsy turvy situation for me!!

I mean…. That dried throat…those butterflies in my tummy… the clock where minutes seemed to be ticking slow… the world seemed to be more colorful
The blue colur box which has few colurs spill on its outside out of nowhere seemed to be something so very filmy… Like the blue sky with colurful rainbow on it!!

I was fine just few minutes before reading a novel and sipping my coffee… All of sudden after that blink on my phone it feels like the breeze is touching my cheeks and making me feel more in love… The chirping birds are singing love songs… And the setting sun is painting the sky just for us!!

And a little later… I looked at myself in mirror with idiotic thoughts like…. OMG!!! Is this something like multiple personality disorder or is the heart that is pumping like the basket ball tribles once it is bounced showing signs of some cardiac arrest?!? The eyes visualizing him in every corner of my room was shouting about my madness and gush of thousands of pretty smilez on my face!

I was standing in the window which I hardly even look at… More then 10 glimpses down the lane searching a familiar face and ears all alert to hear his bike honk out loud!! (whereas honking normally irritates me to its peak)
A girl who normally has messy hair and clumsy attire is my description for own self (and I don’t have any arguements on the same😉😉)… Just took a look saying… Is my skin too oily… Am I too stout… This shirt is fine, right!? And what not… But then next minute I setlled down with my empty coffee mug like… Oh… Any ways he loves me in my pimple face or that complete make up wala face… So rest again!!!

It was 7th time on the lazy Saturday evening that I took tons of efforts to go downstairs and see whether he has come!! And nearly every second minute my poor cell phone was disturbed to check out whether he has come!

I was confused….

WHAT IS THIS???

And just typing this all in my words on my laptop… As my fingers moved on keyboard, there comes a hand guiding my fingers to end the blog as
“THIS IS LOVE – a heart to heart connection of one soul to the other”
Standing right behind me… There he had come with my favorite choclates peeping out of his pocket!!!

(And Wow!!! What a beautiful way to end the blog was he writing the closing line)

ती भारी वाली feeling!!!

प्रेम…
असते का ओ खरच ही अशी काहीतरी “feeling”…
म्हणजे… ते वेगळ्याच जगात वावरणं…
छोट्याशा भेटीसाठी तास-तासभर आवरणं….
म्हणजे… अचानकच रोज उमलनारं ते गुलाब…
लाजून जास्तच लाल झाल्यासारखं वाटतं…

तिच्या दबदबलेल्या पायांचा शांत आवाजपण…
काळजाचा ठोका चुकवून जातं…
आणि त्याच्या गाडीचा हॉर्न गर्दीत पण…
अंगावर अगदी काटा आणतं…
चेहऱ्यावर येऊन तिच्या खोडसाळ डोळ्यांना अडोसा घालणारी ती केसांची एक बट…
जेव्हा त्याच्या बोटाने मागे जाते…
तेव्हा तिची लाल होणारी गाल…
आणि त्याचं ते तिला एकटक बघणं…
ह्यालाच म्हणतात का ती वाली feeling…
ती प्रेमाची feeling…
एकट्यातच ते हसणं…
हसुन लाजणं..
लाजुन स्वताच आपला मुख लपवून घेणं…
रात्रीच्या चांडण्याबरोबर गप्पा मारणं…
आणि चांदोबाला “माझा निरोप पोहचव हा” असं अगदी बालिशपणाने ने सांगणं
म्हणजे हेच असतं का प्रेम…
हीच आहे का ती special वाली feeling…
दिलेल्या time मधे अगदी धापा टाकत पळत येणं…
आणि पोहोचलो की शाळेतल्या मुलासारखं हट्ट करणं…
अगं चिडू नको ना… मोजून फक्त १३ मिनिटं late झालोय ना मी…
आणि तिचं नाक मुरडत अगदी रागातल्या प्रेमात पाणी देत म्हणणं “नेहमीचंच आहे हे तुझं…”
म्हणजे हेच का ओ ते…
ज्याला प्रेम असं आपण म्हणतो
जेवण नीट कर… गोळ्या time वर घे… असं निघताना तिचं १० वेळा बजावत सांगणं
तुला बस भेटली की कळव… पोहचली की लगेच msg कर अशी काळजी घेत त्याचं तिला म्हणणं
अनोळखी ते दोन जीव
आकाशात भरारी घेत उडणारी चिमुकली पाखरं…
कधी एक मेकात गुरफटून एकाच घरट्यात राहायला तयार होतात कळतच नाही…
ती निखळ स्वच्छ मैत्री…
कधी प्रेमाचा रूप घेते उमजतच नाही…

आणि अखेर तो तिला विचारतो……
“लग्न करशील का ग माझ्याशी, निभावशील का साथ आयुष्यभर?”
घेशील का अशीच काळजी नेहमी, लावशील का माझा नाव तुझ्या नावा पुढे???
आणि तिच्या लाजुन वाकलेल्या नजरेतून….
तिच्या “इश्श” अश्या शब्दातून….
तिच्या त्या चोरून पाहणाऱ्या नेत्रातून…
येतो तिचा निरागस होकार…
हेच असतं ना प्रेम…
जे मैत्रीला प्रेमाचा आणि प्रेमाला जन्मो जन्मानंतरच्या नात्यात बांधुन टाकतं…
खरंच खुप भारी असते ना ही feeling…

प्रेम!!!!

Love is most beautiful feeling…..

You might fall….Get bruised…Get hurt…You might feel broken….But still without love…. Life is incomplete!!!😍😍😍