कसूर ना हमारा था ना उनका!
कसूरवार तो ये जालीम वक्त ठेहरा
और शिकार दो आशीक हुए!
अरसो बाद आज कलम उठायी थी
जुटाकर कुछ ल्फझ लिखी अपनी कहानी थी
तेरी उस सफाई से की बेवाफाई को शब्दो मै उतारणा चाहा हमने
तब अल्फाझों ने भी हार मान ली हमारे इस टुटे दिल से
कहा उन अल्फाझों ने इस टुटे टुकडे से
रोकर तो वक्त बीत जाएगा
अश्को से बस्स दामन भिग जाएगा
पर इस घायल भरोसे को मरहम अब कोन लगाएगा
सिमटकर अपने आसू जवाब मै उस दिल ने बस इतना कहा
कि आज भी रुखा हूं की कही वो आ जाये
आकर हमे अपने साथ ले जाये
जितनी सफाइ से तुने बेवफाई की थी
उतनी ही शिद्दत से मोहब्बत हमने भी तो की थी
I would like to open the blog with an question which you may answer at the end!
“Is this normal!? ”
It was “his” message, I will be there within an hour and it was Topsy turvy situation for me!!
I mean…. That dried throat…those butterflies in my tummy… the clock where minutes seemed to be ticking slow… the world seemed to be more colorful
The blue color box which has few colors spill on its outside out of nowhere seemed to be something so very filmy… Like the blue sky with colorful rainbow on it!!
I was fine just few minutes before reading a novel and sipping my coffee… All of sudden after that blink on my phone it feels like the breeze is touching my cheeks and making me feel more in love… The chirping birds are singing love songs… And the setting sun is painting the sky just for us!!
And a little later… I looked at myself in mirror with idiotic thoughts like…. OMG!!! Is this something like multiple personality disorder or is the heart that is pumping like the basket ball tribles once it is bounced showing signs of some cardiac arrest?!? The eyes visualizing him in every corner of my room was shouting about my madness and gush of thousands of pretty smilez on my face!
I was standing in the window which I hardly even look at… More then 10 glimpses down the lane searching a familiar face and ears all alert to hear his bike honk out loud!! (whereas honking normally irritates me to its peak)
A girl who normally has messy hair and clumsy attire is my description for own self (and I don’t have any arguments on the same😉😉)… Just took a look saying… Is my skin too oily… Am I too stout… This shirt is fine, right!? And what not… But then next minute I setlled down with my empty coffee mug like… Oh… Any ways he loves me in my pimple face or that complete make up wala face… So rest again!!!
It was 7th time on the lazy Saturday evening that I took tons of efforts to go downstairs and see whether he has come!! And nearly every second minute my poor cell phone was disturbed to check out whether he has come!
I was confused….
WHAT IS THIS???
And just typing this all in my words on my laptop… As my fingers moved on keyboard, there comes a hand guiding my fingers to end the blog as
“THIS IS LOVE – a heart to heart connection of one soul to the other”
Standing right behind me… There he had come with my favorite chocolates peeping out of his pocket!!!
(And Wow!!! What a beautiful way to end the blog was he writing the closing line)
I would rather prefer being like a understanding wife…. Then a demanding girlfriend!!!
I would love to get a rose then an expensive date!!!
I would love the lakeside view then the five star ambience
I would enjoy a two wheeler ride where I just hug my world (that’s you) then that comfy ride in a Merc!!!
I would like you going on knees and proposing me then a heavy hefty party announcement!!!
I would love to be the girl who you choose to see escaping from the eyes of world then the one whom you would love to show off in a party!!!
I would love to sit for hours and make cards then to simply pick up a bottle of perfume and a Archies card!!!
I would prefer your name in mehendi then on a tattoo
Its a list…
I would love to go back to our old traditions and follow them religiously and be typical…. Then the hottie babe whom the world watches out…
I would love to just attract your eyes every single time you watch out to me!!!
(of course except a few bad ones… 😉😉😉😉😉)
Its beautiful to be classic in trendy world!!!!
#smile and spread smiles
via Daily Prompt: Blush
Blush – Dictionary meaning of which simply goes as – showing shyness…
But when you ask the meaning to a writer or rather a person who can play with words and reflect the feelings – you will hear it endlessly what blush means…
Reddening of her cheeks after hearing his name!!!
The unwanted smile even on his jokes pretty lame!!
Those eyes bowing in shyness…
When around her is His Highness!!!
The beautiful spark filled in her eye which try to avoid meeting his eye…
That twinkle on the her face and feeling of “HE IS MY GUY”
(Well, its not only the girls who blush….Even guys, who rather love their girls blush….how do they do that – Lets See)
When its her call and he is about to receive it BUT his childhood friends are around…
And one of the naughty friend gives a cunning smile…”, the way his heartbeats sound!!!
When its his mom who for a change says…Your girl is amazing
That inward smile and those silent looks – all’s mesmerizing!!!
When she simply says – what a physique !!(specially that one girl who he dreams about)
Its the shy smile playing hide & seek
The thousands of memories and innumerous feelings that flush
All are simply expressed and summed in that single blush!!!