Can you UN-LOVE someone!? (Part 1)

It was a chilly winter midnight, where the only warmth around me was my childhood friend – Ananya- the non-stop chitter chatter. It was the fourth mug of coffee throwing up steams and refreshing the room with the aroma of coffee beans which acted more like a catalyst to our brains and helped us walk down the memory lane where we revisited our kindergarten small shoes and hanky pinned uniform to the high pony and short skirts in high school. The first ever class we bunked and did nothing other than smelling the camphor balls in the washroom, the first ever stage play where my chatter queen was just an idol! The first dance where we wanted to apply all the shades of eye colors, make our cheeks as red as that of a clown and flaunt off as if we were the only girls on planet Earth! We grew and so did our talk progress – till a point of time our cheeks only had a smile, a feeling of how beautiful school was and how amazing the teachers were then.

One more mug of coffee was down and we realized that the smiles made our cheeks pain, sitting on the kitchen top with all albums from school to college to graduation to post graduation and finally being placed the clock stroke 4:00 am and we still had to revisit the most of abnormal days of life! And suddenly Ananya had her fingers stop on a picture, she gazed at it and even the hot coffee mug that touched her baby soft skin could not get her out of the land that the picture took her to.

She just looked at me, her beautiful eyes expressed the emotions the picture took her through, the tears elegantly clinged her eyes as if a pearl was placed. The tear didn’t flow off and she simply uttered a question – Aisha, can we un-love someone? Can we unwind life? Can a series of good memories be simply deleted forever and ever? And she stopped, she didn’t have a single emotion on her face! The entire chirpy night was now taken to a silent closed room where even slightest breeze touching the window panes felt like a mini disaster, I could feel the coffee cold which was as if adding to the sad atmosphere. She looked at me with all questions as if they were screened in her eyes. I just quickly cleared of the other pictures to make a place to sit by her, held her baby soft pink which froze like ice, still clueless of what was I gonna explain her by getting into this philosophical pose. I just looked into her eyes and as if there was someone speaking from me – I shot a big lecture as if I was working on a research paper on the topic!

And Aisha had so much to explain about all this!!! Which will be seen in Part II very soon!!!!

Love and Spread Love!!

boy and girl sitting on bench toy
Un-LOVING is not an easy task but can be a step towards better self!!

शिकायत

उन्होने कहा हमसे…

शिकायतों की भी अपनी इज्जत है…

यूँही नही किसी से भी की जाती है….

जवाब मैं हमने भी कह दिया उनसे…..

शिकायतें आज कल होती नहीं…

उम्मीदों पर जीते है की आगे भी होगी नही…

पर जिस दिन होगी…

कसम उस खुदा की…

अश्क़ हमारी आँखों से बहेंगे…

और दर्द आप सहेंगे…

कसूर!!

कसूर ना हमारा था ना उनका!

कसूरवार तो ये जालीम वक्त ठेहरा

और शिकार दो आशीक हुए!

Bewafaa

अरसो बाद आज कलम उठायी थी
जुटाकर कुछ ल्फझ लिखी अपनी कहानी थी
तेरी उस सफाई से की बेवाफाई को शब्दो मै उतारणा चाहा हमने
तब अल्फाझों ने भी हार मान ली हमारे इस टुटे दिल से
कहा उन अल्फाझों ने इस टुटे टुकडे से
रोकर तो वक्त बीत जाएगा
अश्को से बस्स दामन भिग जाएगा
पर इस घायल भरोसे को मरहम अब कोन लगाएगा
सिमटकर अपने आसू जवाब मै उस दिल ने बस इतना कहा
कि आज भी रुखा हूं की कही वो आ जाये
आकर हमे अपने साथ ले जाये

क्योकी
जितनी सफाइ से तुने बेवफाई की थी
उतनी ही शिद्दत से मोहब्बत हमने भी तो की थी

She was a mystery…!!!!

Girls are a beautiful mystery…. And only if you one person can understand this…

They gel up…. They understand… They fall in love… And then they can’t stand for each other… Reasons are simple… But the after effects scar the heart for a lifetime…

So there it goes…. To all the mysterious hearts….

Hope you like it guys…

The mystery was….
The way she was calm in the chaotic storm…
And the way she hustled on ezcalmest platform…
The mystery was…
The way she burned in ice and his desires…
And the way she could freeze in wild forest fires…
The mystery was…
The way she smiled when she actually was bleeding in pain…
And the way she simply cried and knew it was all in vain…
The mystery was….
The way she sacrificed her dreams and ambition…
The way she took up his happiness as her own addiction…
The mystery was…
The way she was scarred while caring for him…
And the way she sung her agony in melodious hymn…
The mystery was…
The wounds she hid and covered all while…
And the way she walked (in state where she couldnot even limp properly) with you for another mile…
The mystery was…
Her eyes he never read…
She was hurt but she hardly said…
It was her mind that coloured only his aspiration….
And sadly it was her heart that broke with his declaration…

She was a mystery….
Only he could solve…
An unwanting end of their beautiful love chemistry…
Left everything undone…made the world revolve…

It was simply love…
And they complicated it…
Time needed some time…
And they needed some space….

Those beautiful dreams of their kids and their names…
Those innocent fights and naughty games…
That childishness…
That sweetness…
Everything was lost…
And it never came back!!!!

They contributed to their partition…

Though it was a unknowing separation….

An unrealized one…

It was all just forever done!!!!

#heartbreak#dailypost