I would like to open the blog with an question which you may answer at the end!
“Is this normal!? ”
It was “his” message, I will be there within an hour and it was Topsy turvy situation for me!!
I mean…. That dried throat…those butterflies in my tummy… the clock where minutes seemed to be ticking slow… the world seemed to be more colorful
The blue color box which has few colors spill on its outside out of nowhere seemed to be something so very filmy… Like the blue sky with colorful rainbow on it!!
I was fine just few minutes before reading a novel and sipping my coffee… All of sudden after that blink on my phone it feels like the breeze is touching my cheeks and making me feel more in love… The chirping birds are singing love songs… And the setting sun is painting the sky just for us!!
And a little later… I looked at myself in mirror with idiotic thoughts like…. OMG!!! Is this something like multiple personality disorder or is the heart that is pumping like the basket ball tribles once it is bounced showing signs of some cardiac arrest?!? The eyes visualizing him in every corner of my room was shouting about my madness and gush of thousands of pretty smilez on my face!
I was standing in the window which I hardly even look at… More then 10 glimpses down the lane searching a familiar face and ears all alert to hear his bike honk out loud!! (whereas honking normally irritates me to its peak)
A girl who normally has messy hair and clumsy attire is my description for own self (and I don’t have any arguments on the same😉😉)… Just took a look saying… Is my skin too oily… Am I too stout… This shirt is fine, right!? And what not… But then next minute I setlled down with my empty coffee mug like… Oh… Any ways he loves me in my pimple face or that complete make up wala face… So rest again!!!
It was 7th time on the lazy Saturday evening that I took tons of efforts to go downstairs and see whether he has come!! And nearly every second minute my poor cell phone was disturbed to check out whether he has come!
I was confused….
WHAT IS THIS???
And just typing this all in my words on my laptop… As my fingers moved on keyboard, there comes a hand guiding my fingers to end the blog as
“THIS IS LOVE – a heart to heart connection of one soul to the other”
Standing right behind me… There he had come with my favorite chocolates peeping out of his pocket!!!
(And Wow!!! What a beautiful way to end the blog was he writing the closing line)
I am not much aware of the history of this beautiful art, but somehow it can just enhance your concentration is what I feel!! Filling in those small areas of the design makes you patient and very focussed!
Its some one special who was born today!! Someone who knows me from the time she was born, someone who has been by me more than my shadows! Someone who is been there always whenever I have needed! The person with whom I can fight all day long, pull her hair, say ill things to her, criticize on face, beat her up, get beaten up by her, have all sort of cat fights and still will be first one to shed out tears for each other even if the other has got a scratch!!
The amazing bond I share with this special person of life is just not expressible in words!
My darling younger sister – Samu! Stay blessed my love, my make up artist, my hair dresser, my best critic, my dress designer, my fashion icon! My artist! In a nutshell you are my world sweetheart!!!
May the beautiful year ahead get you all you want to achieve in life, Reach heights of success!!
This week end there is a small assignment for all of us!
Just name all things, people or a task that you love to do, that gives you an inner satisfaction! That makes you feel like “Oh God, I wish the day would have one extra hour…
Once you are done jotting down all this roughly, just note to yourself where do you rank your own self as a person with whom you are happy or where do you prioritize spending time with your self or simply being quiet and unfurling the unspoken words of your own heart??
And I am sure most of us wont even have this component in our list! The list will mostly sound like People whom I love – My Parents or My siblings, or may be a childhood friend or my husband etc.
Things which I love list will have my car, my house, my clothes and all the possible materialistic things
Tasks that I love will might have family time, movie with friends, dinner date with my love and so on and so forth!
I can not deny of course that all these are important but then once in the fast run, stop to look at yourself. Just wait to hear the unsaid. Understand the silence of your heart and value your presence!
Let us all just spend this Sunday with our self, may be doing the things we love as a person, not to please anyone other than the one whom you face every morning in the mirror and simply make it look beautiful externally!!